Little World

Yep finally here :) dont ask me why i used finally here. I have just started treading. Living another dream. I have come to know the feeling of growth. New place, new experiences, new situations, new people..well not so new too. Am i glad to see my friends around! They are the souls who are making the stay here a lot more palapable :) Well, i kinda liked this place. Everything is so much in order. The lake Michigan is a beauty :) I was a bit less lucky to see it just half frozen...Garni Mills discovered the shopper's soul in me. hehe I know that was a bit too much, but these are the only places i have seen in the past 3 weeks here. Definitely loads more to look forward to!

Crazy! Weird! This is the best way I can describe my fate... Lots of things that i wanted are happening but all at the not-so right time. Or is it the right time? No ideas :) Am just going to wait and watch.. Phew! Always thought one can control one's destiny. Still have a faint faith on that thought. But presently I feel there's no point in planning. Things just seem to be beyond my control. Well, i am going to check out the power of prayers (no ideas if i should belive in the power of karma or not :)) Hoping for the best to happen!

Woke up on Saturday morning with a thoughtless mind. Seemed so good. As this was happening after a very long time, when i was waking up with no to-do plans and no regrets for not-yet-done things :) I guess the 2 week break helped me.Granny thought i came there to be with her. I thought the same too. But i realized it was more for myself. I felt connected again. I was reminded that my presence mattered to some souls in this big bad(maybe not so bad) world. My soul was rejuvenated. Now I realize that there is no greater pain in this world than that of feeling lonely, unwanted. I am not sure if these feelings were self imposed or just circumstantial. But that phase of life was toughest for me. I had never known loneliness. I had never been without friends or family. But in those lonely days, i realized the importance of 'being'. True, you can find new friends, new ways to live life. But you can never find yourself. Atleast its difficult. But I am glad i have found myself. Yes, I a...